Day Six

Current weight: 236.8

Still need to build up the nerve to take a few measurements and take a picture. I think it's the harsh reality that's getting to me. I always look so much worse in photographs than I do in my mind, and I'm having enough problems swallowing with the numbers on the scale how am I going to cope with the cold hard (ok, cellulose, soft, mushy) reality of a 40" thigh. Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow.