Day One

Day one on my current journey to a new me. Despite a long night with the baby I remembered my promise to myself (and to you). I dragged my big butt out bed, and steadied my resolve. I nearly fainted when I stepped on the scale 238.4lbs. YIKES! Gross! How the hell! I DIDN'T WEIGH THAT MUCH PREGNANT! It's also at lest 15lbs more than I weight when I bought my current wardrobe which explains why I constantly feel bloated and awful. Why nothing looks as good as it should, and why some things just plain don't fit. I'm pretty angry at myself. Angry enough to stick with the plan and shed all these extra stick of butter I hope. Carb addicts until I'm acclimatised to the low carb way, then Protein Power until I reach my goal. What is my goal, you ask? Ideally I'd like to be 160ish and a size 12. Realistically I'm aiming for 170 and a size 14, which is the size and weight I was at my fittest. Planning on taking some measurements and pictures soon. I'll post the measurements tomorow, as for the pics... Honestly I'm not sure how comfortable I am with that idea of showing myself in the round. I'm going to take some time and sleep on the idea.